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Talked to Mandi today, for no reason really. She's cool (meaning i'd go out with her that is if we..whatevered). What is it about needing to belong to a group of people or friends? I totally don't get it. I like Mandi, but i don't think she'd give me a chance. I mean, my parents think that nicci and i are seeing one another, when we're not...and while i'm thinking of it, i totally don't buy into that 'we were ment for eachother' bullshit. i mean, if that were the case, who ever is ment for me - better mean a hellova lot. i'm sick of waiting. I know if Mandi and I ever did go out, I know alot would change. For one, she wouldn't bite me (that kinda sucks); two, we would both be in the same grade (that'd be kinda nice...i guess.) and three..i don't think their is a three. One thing that wouldn't change is that i'd hardly get to see her. Not that i do now, most we've done is talk in class and i've called her. One major differance is our taste in music though. I'm death/black/doom/heavy-metal type, and she's...well...as far as i know punk/hard-rock type, which, by me, is still pretty cool. I'd be like me being a christian (no offence to any out their). And that brings up another point of interest to me, what the fuck is the big deal about religion? what does some freshmen care about me following the Left Hand Path? That would be like me careing what people think about me. Shit. I can't fucking believe it. Its like the whole world needs to know that i follow the Left Hand Path, BIG FUCKING DEAL. I know i get carried away sometimes. but thats ok.
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